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Sunday, February 19, 2012

the Relopez sisterhood

Today, happens to be the 33rd Birthday of my sister! Although, we are miles away from her, we wanted to surprise her.

Here's my nephew with his own Do-it-yourself Birthday card for her Mama.


I love you sister (to bits)!

Friday, February 3, 2012

defenseless

Unwanted feelings and memories started kicking in. Needless to say, i am just defenseless and useless when these things get me. I just can't stop myself from thinking what i could have done to make things better. I could have done or said something to simply put us out of our misery. If only i could have been stronger, bolder and just accepting.

Now, it's too late to seek for redemption and i guess i will never know the truth to our supposedly story. It shall remain in the shadows, in our not-so distant past.

I will never be sorry but then again, if i could have just said "yes" instead of saying "no".
Let us be happy and live our lives to the fullest.
Things will be better and we shall start a new chapter with much love and respect of what we truly have.

Thank you and Here's to us!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

i got em' memorized!

Today, i am convinced that i am a walking contradiction. I know for a fact that there are bad days and definitely, there are good ones.

I feel like there isn't enough time and so i want to do things by the book. I am a creature of habit and it is really difficult for me to break away from my routines.

I would rather stay on the safe side than to explore the unexplored. It has its adavantages since i work well with routines.

At times, i wish that i would be bolder and that "courage" would be one of those traits that i would love to acquire. In the near future, i would love to say that i have ended all my lingering "What ifs" and "Could have beens". In the coming days, months, i will be reinvented - a better and a much improved "ME" for the year 2012.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Much

These days, i would say that I am happier. It has been a breakthrough year for me. And i owe it all to HIM. Thank you, dear God!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

on the 16th

Summer 2011 is something I will always love not just because for one, April happens to be my birth month but because this has become the turning point of all things for me.

On the 16th, I took my whole day Comprehensive exam for my Grad Studies and it was just weird thinking that I had to spend all day in School taking 5 different sets of Examinations and that the 16th was my birthday! Talk about mental torture. My day went by so slow with much anxiousness, to be exact. I had to admit that I was a bit on my 'off mood' because I was sour graping.

Normally, when its your birthday you ought to enjoy but mine was entirely a different one. I had to endure an 8 hour ordeal but the Exams had to be done. And so, I took the exam thinking that I might as well pass it since i so deserve this as my birthday gift. (Btw, I found out last May 5 that I passed the Compre exam).

It was also the day that HE came home. I would say that it was a pretty big deal for the both of us. It was something that we were looking forward to since January. It was the 'grand gesture' and will always be appreciated. The gift and the flowers were just an icing in the cake. It was HIS presence that topped it all.

Thank you, April 16. 2011! It will always be the day that I experienced extreme emotions in a day.

It was my DAY and Night!